Welcome to Suckville...Please don't enjoy your stay...
we all reach a crossroad at some point and have to make a decision or come to terms with our lives...well recently i was forced to come to terms with my life and take a good long look at the crossroad in front of me in order to choose a path...it turns out i dont have much going for me. i am 18 years old, a senior in high school, not many friends...not that im ulgy or anything..at least i dont think so...i am just so detached from everybody...anyway...i can only get into community college, because i suck at math...i think you get the picture...
so normally i would be fine with the way my life is. i would somehow try to rationalize my decision to be a complete failure loner, by saying "oh well, who needs friends" or "ill transfer to a better school later" but this week is spring break, it is thursday and i havent been out of the house since last friday...all i have going for me are The Office reruns...and im running out of episodes...
so basically when i look at my life i see 2 roads one heading to suckville and the other to suckville. and i honestly cant decide which one to pick. go figure.
well i bet you are all feeling just peachy about your lives=)
good, because im not saying all of this for anyone to feel sorry for me or make fun of me...im writing this so i can start to make a change right now.i have already wasted enough time.  

Weird thing to think about...

Why is it called 'after dark' when it really is 'after light'?

 At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?

Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say “Hi, my names Bob. I’m an alcoholic?”

Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer?

Why does Goofy stand on two legs when Pluto remains on four? They’re both dogs.

who says you don't like something when you actually do??

i need to write a story about a girl with special powers,
but i can't think of the right powers to give her to make my story interesting!

how do you know when one moment can change your whole life? how do you come to realize that , thats when it all changed?

just some stupid questions, i guess i was thinking too much...again...


One Tree Hill Quotes

Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.

You can drive at 16, go to war at 18, drink at 21, and retire at 65. So who can say what age you have to be to find your true love?

"Do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments in our lives make us?"

"If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment, that you've always wanted back."

"Do you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life altering? Is it four years like high school? One year? An eight week rock tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurray to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. And when you're young, one hour can change everything."

"Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.

But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did -- but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way."



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